Right here

I've been telling God lately that I won't be moving. I'm waiting for him to find me right here. I'm disoriented, my compass points in the wrong direction all of the time, and I seem to be stuck in the mud. I shouldn't get any more lost. So I've been making myself comfortable here. I've used too much energy trying to get out of this place, trying to be directed and trying to be right. I'm just waiting for God to pull up like the AAA, validate my membership and get me back on the road. No more sending up flares.

There are updates from here. I've completed my first year in a new job that was a stretching experience and feels like exactly where I should be. I had coffee with a guy last night who was in the peace corps, doesn't believe in over-consumption, and has read the same books. Invitations I prayed for showed up when I needed them, and I had really good girlfriend conversations this weekend. I'm still loving to watch the garden grow. I'll see the Sex and the City movie at least twice this week.