I've been working on reconciling with God and felt I was doing so much better. Then an issue of reconciling with a human snuck up and attacked me. I came home from L'Abri feeling exultant. The first two minutes walking back into my house were wonderful until I picked up my mail pile and found the letter with no address. It was from an ex-boyfriend who dumped me in February- suddenly, unexpectedly. I apologized for my part in that. He said we should stay friends, so I tried. I invited him to a dinner party where he monopolized the whole conversation. He dropped by to pick up some food. Then he stopped answering. I told him I could give him more space. He said we should get together. Then he stopped returning messages.
I'm having trouble with the apology note that was left silently, anonymously, with no chance for me to participate. Can things be made right when I've tried and been rejected so many times at trying to show care and reconcile with him as a friend? This is hard for me.
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