I feel compelled to mend U.S. fences before I go reek havoc on Japan. Sometimes I feel like a relationship special needs child who learns SO s-l-o-w-l-y. Maybe I should have joined AA just for the general life wisdom of making amends. I found myself sending messages today to the guy who spread untrue rumors about me at OCS, the guy who cheated on me here and let his new girlfriend be mean to me, and my estranged sister who I haven't spoken with in years. Maybe all of this will whittle my pride down to a more manageable size. Maybe I'll just feel more at peace if I let things go. I've always been championship grudge holder, so feels totally reckless. God grant me the maturity not to care when they don't respond.
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You're brave. That's just as tough as being punched in the nose. General Grant would be proud.
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