off

Something feels very off this week. I wish I could run like Elijah to a cave in Horeb to wait and hear what God has to say. Unfortunately, I have to go to work tomorrow and return voicemails. I understand a little about monastic life and just wanting and needing the time to pray and reflect.

I looked for God in a small group, and He wasn't there. I searched in a Christian Life book and could not find Him. God was not on the Mesa Trail. He wasn't on the radio. I feel like I'll be fleeing until I figure out what message I'm missing.